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MYNAME
je m'appelle Jency.

im twenty!
West D!
leader; dewen
shepherd; gwenie




6.3.08


people have different concerns and perspectives over different issues.

how do we balance them?

im not emoing.
just my train of thoughts. but its not so long either.

we're all sensitive beings.

why was i so burdened to the point that i can't sleep?
why did i even bother to pray about it?

come to think of it, its so different now but i'll rather have it this way.
at least i wont accumulate it into the size of a snowball and let myself die.

why cant i express my feelings? everyone plays a part.
i may be biased. tell me please.
but im trying my best thats why i tried to think objectively! i dun wan to be biased.
how do you feel?
how was reflection and evaluation on your part?
what do you think? =)
If there's anything wrong with us, please tell us. at least we will know..
don't fear. i've took courage.
if you should, just say it.
all ears.
im doing my best to be objective. =)

if anyone is unclear about anything, what can be done next?
how do we proceed?
just ignore? or throw the awkwardness aside?
...
i hope not.

God.. why the uneasiness?

isnt it supposed to be this way;
arent we to express how we feel?

i don't know how. i guess all of us are helpless.
im sure that the atmosphere has changed, the feeling has changed.

but i hope everything will pass. not trying to deny, but i hope it will be yu guo tian qing.
im sure everyone is hoping to be back to the start. =)

but i know its already different now.
im sure no one knows how to react, how to play and how o be ourselves.
im sorry. i think im oversensitive too.
just be yourself. please..
i will too.. if not it's gonna be so hard for all of us.

God, we commit this to you.
help all of us.
bring us out of this.
bring me out of this.

no matter what, thank God we first started.
i treasure it. =)

into your hands;
praise Him for he makes all things GOOD.
He made all of us GREAT and simply wonderful.
im positive.
=)