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je m'appelle Jency.

im twenty!
West D!
leader; dewen
shepherd; gwenie




16.5.06


heys! hahaha. just feel so happy, so refreshed. so new and forgiven by God. i've experienced God's grace a lot these few days.

while reflecting upon my life, repenting of my sins, thinking thru and looking back at the past.. im just so awed by God. His grace upon me.. the grace that i dun deserve by my actions, speech, motives, excuses tat i give and etc, a lot more. i just feel like wow. Thank you God, tats all i can say.

learnt many new truths and pondered over some questions raised at da vinci code seminar. the Q&A session was really great. convicted me more about the truth and made me wana learn more abt history.

i wana set aside time on thurs to research and it. i pray that i'll learn lots more with my own initiative (for the first time) ; feeding myself. (with the truth, of cuz) =p

back to the point. so refreshed by wam vision nite! the p&w and sharing. p&w made me feel so joyful. felt so free bcos of God's grace. and i wanan walk by faith! during worship, God spoke to me about reliance. reliance on him; that he must be first tat i look to. and the person sharing was indeed anionted. wow-ed by the things he said.

and a lot of things dawned upon me.

- God is pleased when i strive to be who i really am; that is to be like him. the effort i put in to try.

- a lot of things are unseen. but God knows and i know. thats enough. God is still with me no matter what things i did wrong/ wad mistakes i commit.

- love. its about giving. the profound love of God that no one understands. why man are so possessive of their loved one, yet so freely and joyfully wana share jesus (their beloved one) to others and not feel a single gist of jealousy.

- sharing credit with God. telling god, ' yay! we did it together!'

- caring for ppl frm our hearts. deep concern even abt health etc. nt just my ppl, but i wana be concerned abt the singers too! =p

- start your day with Jesus! why always do QT and pray at night and ended up just to repent of your regrets for nt having a fruitful day? start your day right!

these brought me back to the basic foundation. love.
why does God loves me? How does he love me? How do i glorify him?

Merci jesus! Je l'amour vous!=)



- thanksgiving! -

1. God's grace n forgiveness. (he knows n i noe! =p)

2. thx God for God!!! so refreshed!

3. how u brought me thru today.. after ytd's prayer of a fruitful day. so many things to do this week, and things piled up cos of bad time mgt. but woo~ you've brought me thru.. Merci God!!!
4. $$ im getting remaining pay tmr! and my 3 new pairs of earrings!

5. thank God 4 the wonderful time spent with my gals at bugis todae! enjoyed shopping lots~ though u guys may not enjoy tat much.. hahaha.

6. the fact that nothing changes and nothing will ever change even if i fail him. =D